I’M… I’M A FREE BIRD.
GOODNESS. THIS FEELS AMAZING.
I… actually… also feel amazingly lost. It’s a little bittersweet, I guess.
For the past 2 months I’ve managed to really cut down on hobbies like reading manga and playing games etc. and concentrated on getting through uni. But now that that’s over, and all I’m waiting for is graduation in end-July, I don’t have the motivation to do anything.
I’ve caught myself opening and closing the same webpage tabs and mobile apps (like Facebook, Instagram and randomly scrolling through Twitter) extremely often. Sometimes I don’t realise I’m sitting on the chair and staring into space, not doing anything. I’m honestly feeling a little —
dare I say it — bored. Not because there’s nothing to do, there’s SO MANY THINGS I CAN DO, but probably because I can’t seem decide where to start. Hahaha…
Man, I hope I get out of this funk soon. I’ve got A TON of drafts and notes saved for manga blog posts. Just need that motivation to get it all written nicely now… And the time to do so. I’ll be on holiday with family for the next 2 weeks though, not sure I’ll have much of that.
For now, I guess I’ll just figure everything out step by step; whether on my life from now on or how I can write my next post 🙂